Wednesday, January 06, 2010
What a sore day for me. Why must this always happens to me?
Myself: Tell me the truth, ril. what's happening? i need the truth.
Shahril: The few days which you showed me attitude, makes me very frustrated. Sorry,but,My feelings for you vanished. i dunno why, maybe because you showed me attitude towards me, i feel so disappointed in you faiqa. I think i should know you better this few years. Hope you move on with someone special. And remember, Sharil always is there for you. That's what i feel.
Myself:Yeah i knw i regret on what i've done and my attitude that i showed you. What a year. I've always could not wait for 31January and so, i could move on and be with u, the one who has always cheer me up and makes me feel happy everytime. i was really counting down on days and really cant wait for the day after 31January.i thought that i can suffers nw being with him, there's still you bymy side in the end.We cant force love.I cant make you love me if you dont wish to have the feelings anymre. i knw ths will happen to me again. Just so you knw,iloveyou shahril. may be the first time i say ths out but ths is really truth.i really feel so hopeless right nw.Hais, im too late.I hope you'll be and in love with a better one than me.I'll be there for you. Takecare Shahril.
Shahril:Thanks faiqa. Your once in my heart, You'll always in my heart.And then yes, we broke up.. :(
