Chances comes once

goodbye FABRICATEBYME.BLOG

2010-03-28T04:10:00.000-07:00

SORRY I ABANDONED THIS BLOG &&&

I'VE MOVED TO

http://www.thebracethathitch.tumblr.com/

THIS BLOG WILL JUST LEFT UNATTENDED FOR MY MEMORIES

2010-03-22T04:32:00.000-07:00

School's reopen & having to know that P.E is change to Monday? Why oh Whyyyyyyyy. Today's dull and had Burger King with Aiz under a void deck for lunch, his treat. I ate like a pig seriouslyyyyyyy

2010-03-21T02:50:00.000-07:00

"DELIVERY! DELIVERY FROM LJC EXPRESS!I NEED YOUR SIGNATURE AND COMPANY CHOP PLEASE..THANKYOU" I've been saying this line for 2days but quit in the end.

It's boring/tiring working as delivery/despatch. I know cos I felt it. The lamest job everrrrrrrrr

2010-03-18T04:41:00.000-07:00

@cgh. We looked like some hopeless honks there waiting for passes

2010-03-17T18:25:00.000-07:00

anyone wants me to be your girlfriend? *free flow here*

2010-03-17T18:17:00.000-07:00

Grandmama's admitted in hospital due to her fall which affects her head that gave her a cut.

Currently, her red blood cells is lower than her white blood cells. Scarrry :C

No holidays for me :((((((( Get well quick.

2010-03-17T18:06:00.000-07:00

I may be considering to change my blog to Tumblr agaaaain .

vet

2010-03-13T09:20:00.000-08:00

whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

2010-03-11T02:45:00.000-08:00

why must this be happening???

Random questions

2010-03-09T04:27:00.000-08:00

1. If eu have 3 wishes, wad will dat be ?

     - I want my dream job to come true
     - I want to have high marks in my subjects through out my days of education.
     - I want to have a surprise birthday celebration like 2years ago ^_^

2. Have eu ever tink negative tings bout e person eu love bt in e end it turn out to be another way round?
    - Durrrh. I look stupid after that .

3. Are eu afraid of wad lies ahead of eu ?
    - I bet everyone does, not only myself.

4. Wud eu change fer e person eu love?
    - Myself -_-   TMTS ok.

5. Do eu believe in love?
    - if I don't , I won't get myself attached to my boyfriend for almost 3years already ! *_*

6. Hw long do eu intend to wait fer e person eu really love?
    - As long as im not impatient. |_o|_

7. If e secretly person eu love is att,wad wud eu do?
    - Killing him alive? Elastic him with rubber bands?
      Bury him alive? Lock him up naked in a room with me?
      0_o

8. Is dere anitin dat make eu unhappie these daes?
    - Yes, my boyfriend for not balancing his time for other stuffs than me.
       A minahrep in my school stares at me 'up & down'. What look look!
       I know im way cooler than you cos all minahs looks the same, styles the same,
       does the same thing to guys and have the same genes of staring people.
       You're too common , sorry.

9. Do eu get butterflies in ur stomach wenever eu around e guys eu like ?
    - Hahaha no. I feel like escaping from the situation!

10. Have eu ever not been able to get some1 out of ur head ?
      - Yes, the one who have strong memories with me ^_^

11. Whu r currently most important ppl to eu ?
      - Idk? My friends and boyfriend ofcourse.

12. Have eu ever wanted some1 bt eu knew eu couldn't ?
      - Yeahh, much. Too mucch conflicts.

13. R eu happy wif ur lyf ?
      - A broken family. Depends on friends and boyfriend.
        What do you think? im happy?

15. Wud u give ur all in a relationship ?
      - it all depends on the boyfriend :B

16. Wad typ of fwens do eu lyk ?
      - Have their own personality . Jokerzzz & that's cool.

17. Do eu often wish dere sumtin eu could change ?
      - Obvioussssssssssly right! Do you?

18. Wad will u look at 1st wen eu 1st set eye on guys ?
      - His loooooks, durhh. Every girls do that , mayybe?

19. If ur lover betrayed eu , wad will be ur reaction ?
      - Ohmyboyfrieeeeend! F you darn man!

20. Any werds to sae?
      - thanks for the s questions @_@

Exercise is attitude?

2010-03-07T06:14:00.000-08:00

Ok proper post for now *_*

Went for cycling at Pasir Ris Park with Rau and Anna. It's been like soo long that i last cycle since my bike got stolen by some idiota . Rau rent the normal bike whereas Anna and I rent the 2-seater bike. Anna and I weren't that confident enough to cycle on ourselves as it's been too long we last cycled and we were prepared to fall , maybee. Unfortunately, we didnt fall. hahahaha greatt! And so after cycled everywhere at the park under the hot sunny sun , we decided to stop and headed to downtown for aircondition. Sat at BK for barley and lastly, home.

Wahh so fun fun tiring day! Wait . While browsing in the shop somewhere in downtown , a cat-face backpack caught my attention and now i really want it. It cost 26bucks and im saving my money again $_$! Whatever it is , Thanks babe for cycling all the way while i was just balancing the bike and the nice tofu cheeese. Haiyo, addicted to it already!

Kay finish ^_^

2010-03-06T02:58:00.000-08:00

I found this picture in my phone.

Anyway , this is Afiq a.k.a Whskr [moew!]

The guy who loves to write on other's paper.

The guy who writes his name on also every of my stationeries.

he has the same attitude as the Annoying Orange.

And he's friendly. Everybody loves him.

hahahahahaha cheyyyyyy. serious mehhh ?

Ok, Im done promoting him on my blog.

Waste my spaceeee.

hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha jokerzzzz.

loser

2010-03-05T20:16:00.000-08:00

Why do everything disappears?
No proper family like everyone has

Last - Maybe I'm born to create happiness to people

2010-03-04T01:37:00.000-08:00

CAUTION: Don't bother watching this if you can't stand annoyants.
The orange is ..
.
..
...
....
.....
......

like me.
Bye~

Second - Maybe i'm meant to be with you.

2010-03-04T01:22:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow is Amy and Myself's Biggy day!
I can't wait for any surprises. Hopefully,
he dont calls off anything like he always do!

Iloveyou Mamcular! ^_^

First - maybe im not a good child for you :(

2010-03-04T01:20:00.000-08:00

Wooooots! Have not been updating for a few days.
Comment tests week currently. No time for Nets.

At Home;
Everything's changing. i've not been meeting mummy
for a like 3 days already.Mummy seems to not care
about us and she prioritise her enjoyments more than
us. Mummy always reach home from work nearly 4am but
supposingly to be earlier.I know she has been spending
her time more with her lover than her love ones.Mummy
isnt seems to be like the Mummy that I always know.
Sorry,

I Love Daddy more. He always spends his time being with
us eventhough his schedules are tight with his careers.
He always be there for us. :////

cartooonista

2010-03-02T02:08:00.000-08:00

Watch this! This is cuuuuuuuuuute of T-pain & Akon & snoopdog?
Snoopdog is not suppose to be in the cartoon.
Whatever it is , must watchhhh ok! ^_^

new edition

2010-03-02T02:03:00.000-08:00

IM'MA CREATING MY OWN BLOGSHOP SOOON.
TOO MUCH OF ACCESSORIES & DRESSES & SHIRTS
TO SELL OFF. IM TRYING TO MAKE MY WARDROBE EMPTY
BEFORE HEADING SAN FRANCISCO. HAIYA ~

2010-03-02T01:57:00.000-08:00

Lyrics to Neighbors Know My Name by Trey Songz

[Verse 1]
Soon as we get started makin love goin harder hear a.. (knock knock) knocking on the wall,
And as soon as I go deep getting it in then again theres a.. (knock knock) knocking on the wall,
Girl your legs keep shakin I swear we breakin our new headboard headboard
And the love we make it feels so good girl you know im proud lookin in your lovley face scream my name you do it so loud

[Chorus]
I bet the neighbors know my name
Way you screamin scratchin yellin,
Bet the neighbors know my name
They be stressin while we sexin,
I bet the neighbors know my name
My name my name
I bet the neighbors know my name
My my my...

Take this pillow right here (grab this)
And I know youre so excited if you bite it they wont hear
And you know juss what we capable of, when we makin love
So the music gone be loud, you gone scream and shout
Girl your bodys a problem, they call me the problem solver
Let phone sit on the charger, it could ring all night
They can call, they can knock, and be upset, but I bet

[Chorus]
I bet the neighbors know my name
Way you screamin scratchin yellin,
Bet the neighbors know my name
They be stressin while we sexin,
I bet the neighbors know my name
My name my name
I bet the neighbors know my name
My my my...

[Verse 2]
I I i be bangin on yo body, they be bangin on our wall
While they dreamin, you be screamin now they bangin on our door
Sometimes she call me trey, sometimes she say tremaine
When its all said and done bet the neighbors know my name
Sometimes she call me trigga cause I make her body bust
He might think my name is "oh sh-", I make her cuss

[Chorus]
I bet the neighbors know my name
Way you screamin scratchin yellin,
Bet the neighbors know my name
They be stressin while we sexin
I bet the neighbors know my name
My name my name
I bet the neighbors know my name
Neighbors know my name
I bet the neighbors know my name
Way you screamin scratchin yellin,
Bet the neighbors know my name
They be stressin while we sexin
I bet the neighbors know my name
My name my name
I bet the neighbors know my name

[Verse 3]
The way you scream my name (the way you scream my name)
Woah
Girl the love we make (girl the love we make)
Gone keep on bangin on the wall, but nothings gonna change
I bet the neighbors know my name

I like this one. It seemed cooland it make sense.
Yes, Im Yellow-minded & so? Like you've never 0_o
Come on! Im not desperate. I just didnt know that
a song's lyrics could go till this faaar.
hahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahaha slowme.

Good Deeds Day ^_^

2010-02-27T22:28:00.000-08:00

My class had flag day && we were to ask others for donations. Eventually, it's just a small number of my classmates who strived to made way to PRSS as it's Saturday and had to assemble at 7.30am. GOOD JOB MY FRIENDS! And so after we got our cans, Anna and I headed to Bedok - Geylang area - Paya Lebar - Tampines - Tampines Mart - My house - Tampines Afghan - PRSS back.
It's really tiring & sweated alot for the whole approx. 6hours. Got one generous pakcik gave us $5 for us to spend on our drinks. Thank youuuu Pakcik~  The balance, we donated it into our cans. In the end , I collected like nearly half of the can and was not that satisfied with it. Afterall, I did good deeds already by asking the public for donations and donated some of money too ^_^

* Don't judge a book by it's Cover :
   Not Everyone In this World is not generous.
   Eventhough Mat Motor donated us $2 each.
   Seeeeeeeeeeee, Interesting rightt.

twice

2010-02-27T01:50:00.000-08:00

Celine Dion- My Heart Will Go On

2010-02-27T01:48:00.000-08:00

Every night in my dreams

I see you. I feel you.

That is how I know you go on.

Far across the distance

And spaces between us

You have come to show you go on.

Near, far, wherever you are

I believe that the heart does go on

Once more you open the door

And you're here in my heart

And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time

And last for a lifetime

And never let go till we're one

Love was when I loved you

One true time I hold you

In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are

I believe that the heart does go on

Once more you open the door

And you're here in my heart

And my heart will go on and on

You're here, there's nothing I fear,

And I know that my heart will go on

We'll stay forever this way

You are safe in my heart

And my heart will go on and on

Titanic today on Channel 5 - Part1: 7.30pm

Part2: 10pm
It's worth watching . P.s. Prepare your Tissues & Handkerchiefs,
Cry babieeeeeees

Fatttttttty!

2010-02-25T05:31:00.000-08:00

Had BK Chicken for Lunch with Anna.
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
For one straight week, I've eaten Burger King
for like 3 times already! wahhh.. Richhhh!
No lerr, I save my money one uh!
BK is the best but very expensive .
Neverminddddd, will be saving money againnn
Yayyyyyyyyy wise lady ..

Ok, the End~

shhh~

2010-02-25T05:22:00.000-08:00

randomers~

BGR

2010-02-25T05:08:00.000-08:00

99% Intelligence , 1% Trust is the smartest way to deal with Guys

Beware

Whooppeerr

2010-02-24T07:17:00.000-08:00

Had Whopper Burger Meal at Burger King again!
And as pernormal , my boyfrieeend 'smile' at me.
The burger is way bigger than my mouth.
But im that ambitious to eat again.
Anw, I find Giant burger looks Attractive to me!
Fake you~ I know you want to laugh rightt bcos
I eat so the ugggllly righhht!
Yes i know. But had fun just now.
With CCA , FRIENDS & AMMMMMY.
cheyyyyyyyyyyyyyys~

IloveyouAmy.
ok, The End~

2010-02-24T07:08:00.000-08:00

I think im gonna suffer from HeatStroke.
It's really humid today.

i wanna be fair -_-

I want to Marry!

2010-02-24T07:06:00.000-08:00

Today's Menu for CME period was MARRIAGE
and she showed a video of a Wedding Ceremony
Ok, watch it!

OMGGGGGGG. I really have the feeling of getting myself marry now!
The atmosphere is very greattt!
And, I wish my Wedding Ceremony is as HAPPENING as like this.
Rather karaoke and bikes.. so common.

hahahahhahahha,
Dream on girl!

2010-02-23T05:58:00.000-08:00

What's wrong with posting a picture of us kissing?
It's you who the guy is in the picture, no one else.
Bullshitt! Im not the only one who posts this.
Why talking to me about this when you don't even
carries out your responsibility as one?

the end~

2010-02-23T05:50:00.000-08:00

I can't wait to go San Francisco in March holidays && shop for Levi's Jeans *_*

Had just ended a conversation with Percy Deffy &&
he gave me goodnight message , as pernormal .

Percy Deffy: Have a great life ahead , i will never forget you, faiqa.
Your a true friend . You have a goodnight. May god bless
your relationship with "suhaimi".

Owhhhh.. so sweeet!
hahahahahhahhahahhahahahahhahah

2010-02-23T05:35:00.000-08:00

Yes,I've been not updating lately,
Busy with studies & tests.
I think my Brain cells are dying slowly.

and..
I painted an unwanted artpiece yesterday with Freza!
It's been years that i've not been holding a Brush.
Pity me. Laugh lah!
We got excited till we mislooked the time &
was late for class. Luckily no teacher.

hahahahha small kids ^_^

Tongue twister

2010-02-20T23:09:00.000-08:00

Yellow butter, purple jelly, red jam, black bread.
Spread it thick, say it quick!
Yellow butter, purple jelly, red jam, black bread.
Spread it thicker, say it quicker!
Yellow butter, purple jelly, red jam, black bread.
Don't eat with your mouth full!

hahahahahaha, The End~

Faces - Of - Faii

2010-02-20T21:56:00.000-08:00

X-Country

2010-02-20T07:40:00.000-08:00

Today, My school had an event at Bedok Resvr. It's the annual 44th X-country Championship and it helds every year. So irritating and i dont know what's the motive of having this. And so, I ran for sure. It's really frustrating in the end. It's a Waste of effort as myself and Anna struggled, very much. I came in the 22nd place! Yess i know, very close right! Urgh, Ass~ But whatever it is, im improving! This is fun! Im so gonna participate in Sports Day. At least I get something before i leave my school ^_^ Im just satisfying myself! And thanks babe for the texts! I know she's envy of us cos we always win her, haha! I love you babe!

Ok, the end~

My Idol

2010-02-20T06:52:00.000-08:00

I was given a homework & i have to write about somebody I really amaze of and so, im gonna write about her. Naomi Campbell is my idol. She's from London and now, she's in her mid 30s. Naomi Campbell is the only Black supermodel which is the populest among the nations. Im really amaze of her due to her careers. Not only being a well-known Supermodel, She's also an actress, singer and also an author of 'the Jamaican decent'. She's so talented. She has also help the needies with charity. Currently, herself and Kate Moss are helping Haiti in raising funds by organizing a designer fashion show which also invites other random models for runaways and they did it! They raised millions of dollars. Amazing huh.
Hence, Naomi Campbell is my best Supermodel idol as she suceeded in life successfully without giving up.

2010-02-20T06:48:00.000-08:00

I really am afraid of reality.
urghhhhhhhhh \\\\\\:

What A Smile Can Do

2010-02-14T21:25:00.001-08:00

If at times you feel you want to cry. And life seems such a trial. Above the clouds there’s a bright blue sky. So make your tears a smile.

As you travel on life’s way. With its many ups and downs. Remember it’s quite true to say. One smile is worth a dozen frowns.

Among the worlds expensive things. A smile is very cheap. And when you give a smile away, You get one back to keep.

Happiness comes at times to all. But sadness comes unbidden. And sometimes a few tears must fall. Among the laughter hidden.

So when friends have sadness on their face. And troubles round them piled. The world will seem a better place. And all because you smiled.

Taa~daa!

valentines

2010-02-12T22:28:00.000-08:00

It's Valentines Day yesterday & as pernormal , I wont be getting anything from anyone.
It's been like 4 continuous years that I do not get anything from anybody. Actually , I hate Valentines day . I feel like im being cursed everytime it's Valentines Day. Sad me :(
Have fun luckyy peoples ^_*

050507

2010-02-12T21:20:00.000-08:00

I promise that I will fade from your life and not bother you anymore. Im sorry for hurting you. Im sorry for the sufferings that you faced for the 2years9months being with me. Im sorry for making things complicated. Im sorry for everything. Nice memories with you :(

Goodbye Good Times

2010-02-12T20:27:00.000-08:00

I find this picture has something gotta do with what im feeling now. I just wanna have fun & wanna live my life to the fullest. I may be suck in relationships but i still have my nice friends with me. I dont wanna have any regrettions in life. It doesnt mean that I have to always hangs on my life & depends on guys or boyfriends everytime. Im starting a new leaf and hoping that i'll get over all my pasts. Im not selfish but im just being independent & does whatever i wish. Nobody can stop me from anything. For now, im not gonna get myself commit in any relationships. The fact that, No guys can stand me && im extremely horrible at relationships.

2010-02-11T07:03:00.000-08:00

Life for me and family are difficult these days. We have not been spending with each other alot unlike other famiily. Daddy's busy with his career plus his part-time job as a delivery. Mum's busy talking on the phone with her secret friends everytime and then off, to work and has no time for family. Sha's busy with her studies and hanging out her friends and floorball&hockey CCA. Lyn's not to be bothered as she's full of her nonsence and drawings everywhere. && I am left aloneeee eventhough im busy with stuffs and wanting to spend time with them. We're lack of moneyy. && I think im gonna be quitting my tuition soon due to this. Oh heaven pleaseee help me :(

Ira Sukryanos

2010-02-11T06:53:00.000-08:00

Happy 13th Birthday Shadirah!
May All Your Wishes Come True, Sister!
<3

Working dayy

2010-02-11T06:44:00.000-08:00

Working with family on dias & wedding decorations. Amy was asked to tag along too. It was super tiring 2-days of working. But it's really unfair that he has always earn more than I do. My parents so biaseeeeeeeeee . Whatever it is , i had so much fun with him till late nights ^-^
&& I look Fleshyyy in that picture. Hahaha coooool

2010-02-02T05:42:00.000-08:00

Oh my Shit
Today's Worst Day eveeeeeeeeeer
Firstly, Just Running Nose
Secondly, Sore Throat
Thirdly, My running nose got worsen
Fourthly, It hurts whenever i swallows.
Fifthly, I took lozenges so that i dont get any fever
Sixthly, I started to feel aching in my head, that means Migrane
Seventhly, I have netball match tmrw and i cant skip but please pity me, im sick :(
Eighthly, I decide to take Decolgen to prevent me from getting any fever
Lastly, I thought that I could feel better by now but No.

I wish I could get better immediately by tomorrow :(
Hopefully there's no fire drill exercise tomorrow in school or else,
i'll be fainting at the field in any minute tomorrow.
Such a waste of timeeeeee

2010-01-30T00:20:00.000-08:00

Konichiwa!~
Ok, today && tomorrow will be an extreme tiring day for me and Amy cos we both are working.
Sadly, fathima & Shafiq couldn't tag along due to some conflicts :( We're so gonna be such deadmuttons today. Aiyerr. The best thing is im not doing anything now whereas he was to follow others to carry & load stuffs and all! Yayy me can update! But im just gonna be free only for now. Im sooo lazy :\ Anyway yesterday had a game with Paya Lebar Methodist Girls' School && guess what we defeated them gracefully, not! It's extremely obvious that we couldnt be defeating them as they're just as powerful as Dunman. Plus yes, im a Netballer & I wish I could be a Netball coach one day. Only god knows how tiring it was yesterday & we were all just halfdeads chasing after the ball and the tough netballers. LOL~

Have fun , SAYONARA!~

2010-01-28T07:03:00.000-08:00

3 things which you will avoid yourself being a friend with me:

1. I touch/molest girls
2. I snatch your boyfriend away
3. I bully my friends

**So Be Afraid!**

2010-01-28T07:00:00.000-08:00

Yes, It was took 2years ago, 2008.
Had such Good times & Nice memories
together. I miss those times :\

2010-01-22T02:08:00.000-08:00

This is all a lie! He never loves me truly.
Go ahead ,do whatever you want flirter

midgets

2010-01-14T07:20:00.000-08:00

How funny that was? Yes, apart from just being a boring ncc air girls cadet, Im also a Netballer. I got to play for my school team again! Netball is fun & ofcourse, all sports are tiring.If you're not,that means that you're just not working out enough.Anyway,that picture is so not true but i wish im like that seeing some midgets struggling to shoot. Haha, Midgets! But yeah im not a GoalKeeper, i usually plays Center. && im the midget one, the one who struggles much to passes the ball to my other mates & escaping from the giant netballers to free myself. Aiyer, look how pathetic i am. What A Netballer.
--_______________--

Jokes.

2010-01-12T06:46:00.000-08:00

A very rich man went to a village with his son to show him HOW POOR PEOPLE can be lived..?

On return
Father asked "WHAT DID U LEARN..?"

Son replied
"We've no cattles but They've 4.."

"We've a swiming pool which is quite big but
They've A LAKE & ITS END CAN'T BE FOUND.."

Our garden has imported lamps but They've A SKY FULL OF STARS

"Our courtyard ends after few yards but they've THE WHOLE WORLD AHEAD TO PLAY

THANKS DADDY FOR SHOWING ME HOW POOR WE ARE

Haha!Today's post theme is Funny jokes. It's kinda boring but make sense much.
My day today was fine. Had nothing much. I realise there's a guy strives to be with me again each day from the day he asked for broke up. Erm, We'll see how true is him . Haha, Bye! ^-^

i love llama!

2010-01-10T07:03:00.000-08:00

I finds that llama is the most beautiful 4-legged animal. It have long wonderful eyelashes & biggy eyes. Im so jealous of llamas. So pretty ^-^
Amy,your crush so lawaa! Bye.

2010-01-08T01:03:00.000-08:00

Haha!Please, this video is a must to watch! It's lame but,Funnyyy!It's a parody of Lady Gaga's song- Bad Romance. The lyrics were re-composed & it turns out to be very weird. Overall,this video is Amazing! ^-^

2010-01-07T05:21:00.000-08:00

Looking at Bubbles make me feel like a kid again But, I don't wish to remind myself of my childhood memories as i was surrounded by abominable, uncontrol temperamental and sex people. Im enough of them and being touched. Today, dearest 4N1 went to Singapore Polytechnic's open house.Seems like most of my classmates have sets their targets on the courses. Nothing attracts me at all. The truth is myself,Anna,Afiq,Yantie,Alvin & Atika were just exploring the SP's buildings.The booths were too boring for us so instead, we decided to take the lifts up and down and walk all over the buildings and searched for each couple cos we went different directions suddenly.& The weird thing was an Anonymous Retro SP guy came to me & Anna and hugged us. Haha!I think he was too desperate as he kept asking others for free hugs but all he got was rejections.I hope our hugs make his day! Anna said "his friend handsome!" haha,very true But he's short for you la babe ^-^!I really had so much today!
Eventually im still hurt and i cant forget him still.You mean alot to me,shahril. Imissyoumuch

2010-01-06T02:53:00.000-08:00

What a sore day for me. Why must this always happens to me?

Myself: Tell me the truth, ril. what's happening? i need the truth.

Shahril: The few days which you showed me attitude, makes me very frustrated. Sorry,but,My feelings for you vanished. i dunno why, maybe because you showed me attitude towards me, i feel so disappointed in you faiqa. I think i should know you better this few years. Hope you move on with someone special. And remember, Sharil always is there for you. That's what i feel.

Myself:Yeah i knw i regret on what i've done and my attitude that i showed you. What a year. I've always could not wait for 31January and so, i could move on and be with u, the one who has always cheer me up and makes me feel happy everytime. i was really counting down on days and really cant wait for the day after 31January.i thought that i can suffers nw being with him, there's still you bymy side in the end.We cant force love.I cant make you love me if you dont wish to have the feelings anymre. i knw ths will happen to me again. Just so you knw,iloveyou shahril. may be the first time i say ths out but ths is really truth.i really feel so hopeless right nw.Hais, im too late.I hope you'll be and in love with a better one than me.I'll be there for you. Takecare Shahril.

Shahril:Thanks faiqa. Your once in my heart, You'll always in my heart.

And then yes, we broke up.. :(

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABY -_-

2010-01-05T00:31:00.000-08:00

Today is the 2nd day of school. What a bad luck ,i was damn late for school today.
Whatever it is, i had a great day in school and as per usual, got disturbed by Afiq.
But i find it okayy to me as what's life without excitements right. But the funny one is, he addressed me as Mummy! Haha, just because of i lend him a book 'tell me why, mummy?' I dont get why he called me that But,Yea lah suka hati kau la, nak ^-^
Whatever it is, im not happy with my partner which he was forced to sit with me by my form teacher. And so i have to just bare sitting with him with completely silence.
He looked really boring to me and he even seperated his desk from mine. WhatTheFlower! Your wish la, boy. Maybe im not use to him as he's new in my class and we're seems to be immature to him cos he repeated his sec4 again or i was the one who got bored looking at him being such a slacker and he seems so unfriendly? Idk. My day today was fine. I went home with Amy and i was being such a bullier. Okayy im always am a bullier to him. I had to make up something so that our conversation won't that dull. When will ths ends? Anyway,
it's OUR 2YEARS8MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!& i dont feel like we're that together. We seems to be much a bestfriend, not a couple. Yea, i understands what i have to do indeed. I think ths situation wont change, nothing will make you love me like how much you did before. I put up my smiles , crack crappy jokes , made you laugh & change myself.& so, my efforts seem to have no effect to you. You told me " Baby, patience. I knw you can bring us back together like before. Just keep striving! " I dont think we'll ever be like how we used to.
Amy: I miss our times together. I love you :(

Hello 2010! , Goodbye 2009!

2010-01-01T21:59:00.000-08:00

Alright 2010! On the night of countdown , I made my way to Clarke Quay! & guess what, the band ENERGY was there ! However it was Man Toyak who took over the lead singer. Aiyer what a waste ! But nevermind overall i had fun there ! I partied & danced all-night long with my dearest deffy , his friend and my sister with others! But sadly, deffy and me didnt had the time to snap a picture of us as we were too busy enjoying and dance around like mad humans! I think the celebration at Clarke Quay was way way better than at Marina Bay or Marina Barrage! But i encountered alot of banglas, pakistanis and others there too at Clarke Quay. Damn ass! They smell as if they hadnt taken their baths for a few days ! Haha , luckily i didnt joined them or else, i'll be suffocating of their bad odours to death by now. No matter what i had so much fun that day! Then, we went off at around 2am & headed back hme.
My Resolutions: To study well & get great grades for N-levels to get to O-levels . With, being with a guy who can make me happy all the way & is also my type. & so , I hope this 2010 will be the best year for me!

TO Everyone :
HAPPY NEW YEAR MY FRIENDS! I HOPE YOU HAD FUN ON YOUR NEW YEAR'S CELEBRATIONS!
MAY YOUR NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION COMES TRUE!